2009-02-26

Exams are over. I feel like laughing and crying at the same time; exams are over, but now I worry for what my grades would look like. If you don't want to end up nagging me for my pessimistic views on my exams, skip the part in underlined italics.

Cell Biology: ...I'm screwed. Everyone finds it easy, I worked on the subject for nearly a week and a mental block and stress tide had to hit me during that exam which was supposed to be beyond easy. Now that I think about it I get this feeling that I should just jump off a building for that subject.

Biostatistics: More or less screwed for this too. I don't think I'll score well for this module; I get this constant feeling that I'm seeing this subject next year too. I mean, I failed both of my class tests, the lecturer doesn't like me and I have only my project to pull my grades up. I hope there's moderation.

Organic Chemistry: This is one of the subjects that I won't condemn myself for. I have a decent enough lab report score to ensure me that I won't die badly, although I don't have my common test. I don't have that much difficulty handling the module after study group sessions with Daniel and Eileen. (thank you two for all your guidance and patience) And the exam didn't kill me. That's already enough.

Biochemistry: Everyone is simply screaming for their lives in this one. And this had no common test; but a small percentage of the marks are held by the participation or contribution on facebook.com. I have my lab reports and there's going to be a lot of moderation so I'm not too worried.

Microbiology B: I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm glad I've done the past year exam papers and a bit of revision thanks to Mr William How, one of the most infamous teachers in the School of Chemical and Life Sciences. The paper isn't too difficult, plus I still have my lab book and my assignment.


Now on a lighter note, the exams are over. Good. Now I should get myself a part-time job that at least allows me to revise on my Year 1 modules all over again. Because my grades suck, and I don't want to die in Year 2. Everything is going to be tougher and the teachers won't be so nice to us anymore, I'm sure. So yeah.

And as the end of the exam, today was also arcade-spamming day. Simply put, Nagase pwns nearly everyone in the arcade, but should stop flirting with guys twice her age; Jivatma's a hard nut to crack and a pain to use; Xiao Lon's unpredictable yet relatively useful; my classic team standard is falling and Kula kicks ass. For challengers at AMK Hub, there was one with decent standard that I defeated; then immediately after I got my ass kicked by a challenger who's ridiculously good at using Clark Still. Then at Jubilee X-Zone, a couple challenged Murphy nii-san, who held out for an impressive period of time until he lost and I stepped in. The female challenger is great at using Mai despite her claiming that she's 'only playing for fun'. She gave me quite a headache even with my classic team (B.Jenne, Luise Meyrink, Ash Crimson) out.

I'm also getting addicted to Percussion Freaks; I just decided to try the game for fun and discovered that it WAS fun. LOL. I might just start spamming more on that and getting my left hand to coordinate better.

And that's all for today.

2009-02-22

I'm screwed in Cell Biology and Biostatistics. Or more screwed in the second. I still have a bit of hope in Cell Biology because of my lab book and a lot of moderation from Vanaja. Biostats...is more or less like "Mata rai-nen~!!!" (translation: see you next year). Yes, I think that it IS that bad.

Biochemistry's tomorrow. I have nothing to say about that module.



Now then, this is going to be one of the posts that I complain again; not about the arcade, but about certain people whose identities I'll keep confidential. All of them, just in case. So go to another site or just click the little red button on the top right hand corner if you can't stand this.



First off, to a certain Kuso-naming and swearing girl (not me), please get that sh*t out of your system. It's starting to bug me a lot. Sure, all of us here leads stressful lives, but you cursing at every single other irrelevant thing like that is just ridiculous. You need to get a life, or at least have some initiative to change your labels to something more tasteful than going 'Sh*t' all the time.

Next, to this certain idiot; the more I think of you the more irritated I'll get. I'd like you to practice some sensitivity next time; and I'd like one of you especially not to harrass me with irrelevant things like what I should or shouldn't wear or if that boy's still interested in you. And please don't wail and rant to me about how you should tell this guy you like him and seek my advice about this if you ain't going to take it; it saves my time and yours. Haven't you got more important things on your to-do list to worry about...like EXAMS AND STUDIES?

You come to me only when you need to complain, when you feel like crap or when you need someone to stick to. What do you think I am? Some kind of spare tire? I have feelings too, you know. I'm not your toy and I'm not only an object for you to vent your frustrations on. So with that I beeseech you to take a long and hard look at the mirror and ask yourself how you've been treating me for this entire year.




And this other person. I'll admit I don't know you well; but I do know that you're supposedly brilliant but I'm utterly disgusted at the way you behave sometimes. Sure, I may not be as smart as you are and sometimes what you say and do is really incomprehensible to me. But nonetheless you have too many things you need to get out of your system and now that I speak of this I'm tempted to dig your brain out of your skull, wash them thoroughly and disinfect it before putting it back in your head.

That would be all.

2009-02-11

*magically appears in maid costume and equipment*

Hi. Like what nii-san suggested, I'm clearing the cobwebs on my blog with this post.

Exams are in a week or so. I am SO SCREWED and I won't be surprised if I repeat a module or 2 next year. Still I'll probably be going out with Queens to celebrate Valentine's Day; and I'm going with Cheryl's curfew time. I'm going at 6 p.m as well. 7p.m latest, and with my dinner settled before going home too.


I'll probably be going to school tomorrow to mug too. Studying in school is pretty...how do I put this, fruitful. Yeah. Because Wen Hui, nii-san and me were all studying in school and I could safely said that that was the most amount of notes I've ever made in my life.

I'm looking to break my record in notes-taking.

But before that, there was this note on my senior, Jo's facebook account. I gave it a shot and here it is:

1.Put your iTunes/Napster/Zune Player/WinAmp/etc on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS!
4. Tag 10 or more friends who might enjoy doing this as well as the person you got it from.

1) If someone says "is this OK" you say?
--> "Reflection" by Vanessa Williams.
I think this means that I'm fine with what the other party says...something like...I "reflect" his/her opinion or decision. That's how I interpret it.

2) What do you want in a guy/girl?
--> "I wish" by Maeda Ai.
Song's referring to some kind of really insipred idealist, or maybe just a person with a target or goal in life. There were also some hints about passion and hope.

3) How do you feel today?
--> "Love can make a miracle" by BoA.
I'll like to extend this. "My turning into a workaholic, resulting in my LOVE for work, CAN MAKE A MIRACLE in my grades."

4) What is your life's purpose?
--> "Brave Heart" by Miyazaki Ayumi.
I think this refers to realising my full potential in life and becoming stronger, because that's what the song suggests.

5) What is your motto?
--> "Last smile" by Love Psychedelico.
Life motto = I go alone and on my way?

6)What do your friends think of you?
--> "Irreplaceable" by Beyonce.
O______________________________O Seriously, no way...

7) What do you think of your parents?
--> "milk tea" by Koda Kumi.
I think this means... "I want to stay with them forever" or something.

8) What do you think about very often?
--> "Hey!Girl" by Tohoshinki.
This song's supposed to be very mushy and lovey-dovey. What does this mean? I think a lot about the person I love? -_- Yeah I do. Either Itachi or Ash Crimson. Waha. :D

9) What is 2 + 2?
--> "My Band" by D12.
This basically meant "Don't ask me such a stupid question bitch."

10) What do you think of your best friends?
--> "WARRIORS" by Izawa Yuichi.
- "We embrace our dreams and run through the wavering facade"
- "Warriors who finished fighting flocked together tonight. How many times do we overcome, will we find the answer?"
- "In the blinding times, surely we will go and walk from now on, too...will we?"
This probably meant that I see my best friends as my best comrades in life.

11) What do you think of the person you like?
--> "appears" by Ayumi Hamasaki.
I won't dare to talk a lot to the person I like, but I'll get used to it; and as our relationship progresses I'll like spending time with them and also get hurt in the process but hide it............I think?

12) What is your life story?
--> "Snow White Queen" by Evanescence.
This means that I'm actually Kula Diamond in disguise!!!!!!!!! >:D I've been hurt and used too many times in life by people. Because that's what the lyrics suggest. Psh. -_-

13) What do you want to be when you grow up?
--> *sings* When I grow up, I wanna be famous, I wanna be a star, I wanna be in movies~ *dodges shoe* Fine, fine. The song's "Suna no Oshiro" by Kanon Wakeshima.
Hmm...maybe it just means that I want my prayers to be answered or to fade away with someone I'm obsessed with. Go figure.
http://www.animelyrics.com/anime/vkguilty/sunanooshiro.htm

14) What do you think when you see the person you like?
--> "Mahou no kotaba ~Would you marry me?~" by Do As Infinity.
Dammit. I SHOULD HAVE DELETED THIS SONG OFF MY PLAYLIST LONG AGO. D< NO FRIGGIN' WAY.

15) What do your parents think of you?
--> "Explosive" by Bond.
Yeah right I agree with this; I have an EXPLOSIVE temper.

16) What will you dance to at your wedding?
--> "Milky Way ~Kimi no Uta~" by BoA.
It bascially means "I want to be with you". Simple as that.

17) What will they play at your funeral?
--> "SURREAL" by Ayumi Hamasaki.
From the title, it might mean "she wasn't really there in the first place". On the lyrics' terms, it means "follow your heart and make the right decisions, and don't give up no matter what they say and what comes your way".

18) What is your hobby or interest?
--> "Peony Pink" by ALI Project.
...I don't like peonies or the colour pink. So can I just assume that I like solving life mysteries because it's the opening theme for CLAMP Campus Detectives? >_<

19) What do you think of your friends?
--> "La Tortura" by Shakira.
This song's in SPANISH. @____@;;

20) What's the worst thing that could happen?
--> "176th Street (Fatal Fury team theme)" by Neo Geo Music Performance Group. ...that Terry Bogard jumps out of the arcade game screen one day and uses his Burn Knuckle on me. Heehee... XD

21) How will you die?
--> "Fly High" by Surface.
I sure hope that it doesn't mean that I'll die by jumping from a flying plane. Nah, maybe I'll die in pursuit of something?

22) What is one thing you regret?
--> "talkin'2 myself" by Ayumi Hamasaki.
The song itself is already suggests something about regret. So I'm regretting something I did?

23) What makes you laugh?
--> "Treat her like a lady" by Celine Dion.
This is random. Why would I laugh over another fellow female being used by a male? Or maybe I'm laughing at how stupid or foul males can be. *no offence to nii-san and the remaining decent men out there*

24) What makes you cry?
--> "Missing" by Evanescence.
No one noticing my absence or forgetting my presence makes me cry? It is true to some point.

25) Will you ever get married?
--> "Kimi wo Sagashiteta" by Tezuka Kunimitsu.
I was expecting Tohoshinki's "NO?" for this. But this song's title translates to "Searching for you"......psh. Go figure.

26) What scares you the most?
--> "evolution" by Ayumi Hamasaki.
If I had Anna Tsuchiya's "Cockroach" on my playlist then it'll probably be it. But since no, maybe I'm afraid of the change in times and misjudging things. LOL.

27) What is your biggest secret?
--> "Innocent Sorrow" by Abingdon Boys School.
It'll be hilarious if I get Ayumi Hamasaki's "Secret" or Koda Kumi's "Himitsu" for this. But nonetheless...the lyrics suggest that I don't want someone to leave me.

28) What hurts right now?
--> That mosquito bite I got yesterday "Save my dream" by Forte Escape.

This song's too genki to suggest hurting. @___@

29) If you could go back in time, what would you change?

--> "memories" by Otsuki Maki.
The song speaks for itself.

30) What would you post this as?

--> "walking proud" by Ayumi Hamasaki.
.......................................................................................meh.



So that's the end. I'm off for more mugging. Ja ne~