Now is the time when I really wonder if I bit off more than I could chew.

To someone undisclosed,

don't lead me into a wrong step, and when things had already started; kick me down, spit at me and waste my time.  Please make up you damn mind.  And to whomever who is responsible for my plight now, I hope that if you have a kid, every time your kid cries, you have to walk through a minefield of Legos in the dark to hush him/her back to sleep.  

And that every time you visit a park or walk by the bay, you get attacked by birds.

And that you walk into a glass door after ordering coffee when you wear a white shirt.