Welcome to a phase named the holidays blahs. This is where the holidays start and you do nothing but slack, mope, and lie around the house moaning for something to do.
Yup, was supposed to get a job but was partly too lazy to, and moreover I don't think that many people would hire students that are only able to work for a couple of weeks and leave just like that. = 3 =
Anyways, I finished watching Chrome Shelled Regios, the anime Ki Tat recommended me and really, quite fortunate that my brain didn't break down due to a serious overload of information. The anime wasn't supposed to educate in any way, but the characters that appeared, the terms and the storyline simply confused me to a certain extent whereby my eyes and brain hurt after watching about 8 episodes at one go yesterday. So...yeah, I slept only a about 6 a.m and when I woke up at 3, my eyes were still hurting. X____X
But I still managed to finish the whole thing. ^^; And now I hope my mother would agree to sparing a couple hundred bucks for EOY cosplay. Most likely Felli Loss from the above stated anime. >______<
Oh, and I PASSED THE GERMAN EXTERNAL EXAM!!! YAY!!!!!! XD I honestly thought I was going to fail due to the below-standard performance by everyone and myself, but we all passed. A real miracle.
But with that, the semestral results are now out and mine are simply............me. Just me. Because I'm not announcing the number up here. My GPA dropped, that's all I'm saying. I don't exactly look forward to Semester 2 because it'll be one hell of a semester, according to Roxas-sempai. *sigh*
Well, that's all for now...let's all enjoy what life has to give us before the start of the nightmare semester. ^^;
2009-09-14
2009-09-13
Sinking Black
I don't feel good, to say the least. No, scratch that. I feel like absolute crap.
Life to me has seemed to dim down so much that I could see nothing but faint shapes and outlines in the dark, and no I am most certainly NOT going blind.
I fail at German. Ok, NEXT.
I HATE THOSE UNCLES WHO THINK THEY KNOW-IT-ALL AND THEY TO FORCE THEIR REASONING ON OTHER PEOPLE. "This is the law.", eh? Well, get this. What I did was merely to try to secure a game for myself, tons of people does this in the arcade and this certainly isn't law that I ABSOULTELY HAVE TO wait for someone to finish before I step in. I've been around I dunno how many arcades since I was around 6 and know your facts before reprimanding me for your son.
Then again, yeah, I know you don't care. You never did. All I am to you is just some useful tool that you could whip out in times of need. Otherwise I just belong in a dark dark corner of your toolbox never to see light again. I'm never thanked for anything I've done for you. And yet I continue. What for? All I see is my stupidity for helping you. You've never really seen me as a friend, have you? All this while I was just an entity that you use to get your own way. And that's all of it, isn't it? I don't even know whether I should laugh or cry over my own stupidity.
Fuck it all.
Life to me has seemed to dim down so much that I could see nothing but faint shapes and outlines in the dark, and no I am most certainly NOT going blind.
I fail at German. Ok, NEXT.
I HATE THOSE UNCLES WHO THINK THEY KNOW-IT-ALL AND THEY TO FORCE THEIR REASONING ON OTHER PEOPLE. "This is the law.", eh? Well, get this. What I did was merely to try to secure a game for myself, tons of people does this in the arcade and this certainly isn't law that I ABSOULTELY HAVE TO wait for someone to finish before I step in. I've been around I dunno how many arcades since I was around 6 and know your facts before reprimanding me for your son.
Then again, yeah, I know you don't care. You never did. All I am to you is just some useful tool that you could whip out in times of need. Otherwise I just belong in a dark dark corner of your toolbox never to see light again. I'm never thanked for anything I've done for you. And yet I continue. What for? All I see is my stupidity for helping you. You've never really seen me as a friend, have you? All this while I was just an entity that you use to get your own way. And that's all of it, isn't it? I don't even know whether I should laugh or cry over my own stupidity.
Fuck it all.
2009-09-06
Saa...after exams. For the rest of the papers:
Molecular Biology and Techniques: Again, very surprisingly, this one I won't die. While the others were supposedly moping and moaning and howling and crying over this paper, I found it...rather okay. The challenge was there, and for several MCQs, I picked my options randomly. But ones behind, the SAQs and the SEQs surprisingly wasn't difficult in my opinion. Then there was actually this miracle that when I looked up to the 'HITACHI' brand projector at an angle above my head, I went SLIGHTLY on fangirl high and remembered the answer to that question. And I was on fangirl high for the rest of the time...until Wen Hui mentioned something about Udo cosplaying and Roxas-sempai burping VERY LOUDLY next to me.
Industrial Microbiology: This one was more than a challenge than I expected, that I'll say. Was too complacent for the paper but then again this paper was something to mope for so hopefully there'll be moderation. And I still have my reports and such so...please don't let me die... >_<;; Cell Technology: I have yet again relinquished marks in tens back to my teacher. 24, to be precise and if I'm not wrong. Dang, really. Not to mention that I've got C for a report or two. Or was it three? Bah, whatever. Kinda worried for this module. >_________________<
Cell Technology: I have generously relinquished a miminum of at least 24 marks back to the teacher, but despite that...I don't care. Well, not really. Even though I got a couple of C's for reports because of my teacher's over scrutinizing. I hope there's moderation.
Molecular Biology and Techniques: Again, very surprisingly, this one I won't die. While the others were supposedly moping and moaning and howling and crying over this paper, I found it...rather okay. The challenge was there, and for several MCQs, I picked my options randomly. But ones behind, the SAQs and the SEQs surprisingly wasn't difficult in my opinion. Then there was actually this miracle that when I looked up to the 'HITACHI' brand projector at an angle above my head, I went SLIGHTLY on fangirl high and remembered the answer to that question. And I was on fangirl high for the rest of the time...until Wen Hui mentioned something about Udo cosplaying and Roxas-sempai burping VERY LOUDLY next to me.
Industrial Microbiology: This one was more than a challenge than I expected, that I'll say. Was too complacent for the paper but then again this paper was something to mope for so hopefully there'll be moderation. And I still have my reports and such so...please don't let me die... >_<;; Cell Technology: I have yet again relinquished marks in tens back to my teacher. 24, to be precise and if I'm not wrong. Dang, really. Not to mention that I've got C for a report or two. Or was it three? Bah, whatever. Kinda worried for this module. >_________________<
Cell Technology: I have generously relinquished a miminum of at least 24 marks back to the teacher, but despite that...I don't care. Well, not really. Even though I got a couple of C's for reports because of my teacher's over scrutinizing. I hope there's moderation.
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