Digital Painting and Doodling class so far...

To sum up, NOT PRODUCTIVE.

Not that I'm making excuses for myself but everyone in the class except me comes from an art background (including but not limited to interior designers, a fashion student, 3 art teachers where one of them has a Degree in Graphic Design and a returning Animation student).

So I'm the one derping around there and is the slowest when it comes to the Photoshop software. *derp face* I AM slow when it comes to computers and technology anyway. But but but. Just Photoshop leh. Already having so much trouble catching up with the others. If I ever get an un-dumpable girlfriend named Maya I'll need my own personal blood bank.

*seppuku*

Oh yes, and cannot go late. All the good seats will be taken. Last lesson I just came 5 minutes late and my seat at the corner was taken. I've gotten myself a better seat on the left facing the teacher but ended up doing what the guy in the middle is doing throughout the rest of the lesson.

Stretch my neck up and down because of the stupid computer table that's blocking my way and also because I'm a midget and can't see properly even if I sit straight. TT__TT

The agony continues on my neck and my back. TT_______TT


On a completely different note, will be having an interview with this company on the following Monday. Just hopes everything goes well. It's not as if I need the job THAT badly but you can't get too comfortable with one job especially if it is a contract based job.

I still don't know what to do with my life. *shoots self*

It's thanks (or not thanks) to my Roche shi-fu that I know how to handle situations better, stay calm and plan my work accordingly and prioritize and also how to act like an adult. Thank you.

*kowtows*

But also thanks and no thanks to her departure, my emotions wavelengths have now gone haywire, I suspect that I've developed high blood pressure and that I'm more open about the bitch within.