2016-05-26

Warning: Some self-deprecation ahead

It makes me wonder.  I've known you only for two months.  But granted after that we still speak to each other once in a blue moon.  Still I don't understand.  Why are you so nice to me?
Seriously, I can't reach a conclusion by myself.  This may be my self-esteem speaking, but judging from your level of intellect, there are better people out there than me.  There are better people you could have been giving what you have to.  Your name is synonymous with distinction grades while I'm just your average student scraping by with what I have.  Maybe it's because I made the first move by offering you what I have.  You've helped me through a rough period of time though I didn't ask for that help.  And I'm grateful.  I don't even know if you're overdoing it at this point because what you've offering now, 'gratitude' no longer seems enough.  And given how OP you are you probably don't even need my help at all.  I don't know how to repay you, I don't know if I can EVEN repay you and I don't know what your intentions are.  Perhaps it's just as simple as an exchange to you, though this exchange certainly isn't in your favour.  Not many people are willing to actually accept this sort of exchange if it isn't in their favour.  Maybe it's me being a cynical ass that over-thinks things.  Or maybe you're just really that nice.  Or are you?

Chemistry survival guides for my reference. And also food for thought

How to Survive Organic Chemistry Lab


2016-05-25

Both laptops dying. I have a lab report due in 2 weeks.

Unbelievable 

2016-05-18

If you want to bullshit, don't do it to a cynic.